My arms ache with a
painful burn, yet I keep plunging on, in this never-ending race. My shoulders
are sore from the constant lifting and pushing, from persistently shoving
myself off, attempting over and over again to get started and then plunge
ahead.
And yet, I seem to have
made no leeway. I see others bobbing ahead of me, getting farther and farther
ahead with each second.
“Don’t leave me
behind,” I want to scream, “Don’t leave me alone. Please wait for me! I’m still
trying!”
But they continue,
because it’s everyone for themselves. The strong, the fastest, the most
powerful will succeed. The weak get left behind.
I try once more. I
press on the oars, forward and down, in a circle. Sweat beads my brow. I could
scream, I am so tired.
Thump.
I meet only hardness. I
move not an inch.
Ahead of me, the others
have disappeared.
I open my mouth to
scream, but no sound comes out.
“Keep trying. Never
give up. Row harder. Row faster. Row farther,” I hear people say in my head.
But how can I row when
I’m still on solid ground?
Can I get a helpful
shove please? A bit of a push?
Thump.
Sometimes…I just can't cross the finish line.
nice writing
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